The Pleasure of Pain and Suffering for my Goddess.
I am the slave and servant, both financially and sexually of the most wonderful, Princess and Goddess, Amelia.
To be clear about the sexual part, my orgams are totally under her control.. She rarely lets me cum, weeks go by, a month is not uncommon, and if I am granted release then it is almost always a ruined orgasm. She orders me frequently to stroke and edge, and has me pinch my balls hard. And I completely obey and adore my Goddess so. Her beauty, and her happiness give me pleasure, therefore my suffering and denial becomes a pleasure for me.
I awake and think of her straightaway. This month I am under contract to her. She is my obsession, and must be obeyed. I know she will work me hard, starve me some days of food, tease me relentlessly with her beauty and take stroking and edging to unheard of levels. Yet I adore her so and enjoy more than anything making her happy.
To hear her voice is amazing, to also here the “pop” of yahoo meaning she has just messaged me makes my heart jump.
And so my pleasure is to please Princess Amelia, the one true Goddess. And to please her I must suffer in all ways, and as the Goddess Amelia commands. She is so above me.
I am hers.